From the Diary of Anne Frank, Pt. 3: Do you gather a bit of what I mean…

Do you gather a bit of what I mean?

Or have I been skipping too much from one subject to another?

I can’t help it – they haven’t given me the name “Little Bundle of Contradictions” for nothing.

I’ve already told you that I have, as it were, a dual personality.

The first is the ordinary – not giving in easily, always having the last word.

All the unpleasant qualities for which I’m renowned.

The second, that’s my secret.

I’m awfully scared that everyone who knows me as I always am

will discover that I have another side – a finer and better side.

I’m afraid that they’ll laugh at me and think I’m sentimental and not take me seriously.

I believe if I stay here much longer I shall grow into a dried-up old beanstalk.

And I did so want to grow into a real young woman.

I’ve made up my mind now to lead a different life from other girls ...

and later different from ordinary housewives.

I am young and possess many buried qualities.

Every day I feel I’m developing inwardly and that the liberation is drawing nearer.

Why then should I despair?