Lazarus, Too

Did you feel high above the world

While your body crumbled into pieces?

Were you feeling high above the world

As we all watched you fall deeper into oblivion?

Wish I could give you your life back

Wish we could take this shit all back

All bad in the end

Never thought I'd kiss my oldest friend's head on his death bed

There wasn't much that we could do

To help you stop killing you

The sweet poison manipulated boys

And now half of them are bones underneath us

Never fell in love with it quite like you

And for that alone, I am awfully grateful

Don't expect you back

Lazarus, you're through

But through me, you'll live again

If not forever

Did you feel high above the world

While your body crumbled into pieces?

Were you feeling high above the world

As we all watched you fall deeper into oblivion?

Do you miss me when the light's off?

Sleeping in cold Massachusetts

Deep frost

Guess I never even thought

That I wanted anyone to be my wife

We were both children and lost

Hurting one another for the sport

Just know that there'll never be a day

When I don't regret the choices that I made

Feel you bit off bits of my life

And split off to better things ahead

For that, I'm thankful

Ain't chaos a bitch?

Navigate through it

But we'll never actually comprehend a thing

Wish I could give you your life back

Wish I could give you your life back