One of My Lies

When I was younger, I thought that the world circled around me But in time, I realized I was so wrong My immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future It was a tragic case of my reality, yeah Do you think you're indestructible, and no one can touch you? Well, I think you're disposable, and it's time you knew the truth 'Cause it's just one of my lies Well, it's just one of my lies And all I wanna do is get real high Well, it's just one of my lies Why does my life have to be so small, and death is forever? And does forever have a life to call its own? Don't give me an answer, 'cause you only know as much as I know Unless you've been there once, well, I hardly think so Do you think you're indestructible, and no one can touch you? Well, I think you're disposable, and it's time you knew the truth 'Cause it's just one of my lies Well, it's just one of my lies And all I wanna do is get real high Well, it's just one of my lies I used to pray at night Before I laid myself down My mother said it was right Her mother said it too Why?