SPINNIN' YOU AROUND

I try to keep it inside Every time I try to say it out loud It never comes out right So I lie and try to push it down 'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now 'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about Every time I let you down Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out 'Cause I can't take the skin I'm in Feels like I'm dying while I'm tryin' to live And I should be spinnin' you around now But my smile is growin' paper thin I'm pretty sure I'm not alright Spent my time underneath the ground But you saw something that shined Now I never wanna go without 'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now 'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about Every time I lеt you down Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out 'Cause I can't takе the skin I'm in Feels like I'm dying while I'm tryin' to live And I should be spinnin' you around now But my smile is growin' paper thin And no amount of therapy Could ever get a hold of me And I swear I've tried everything But I'm still searchin' 'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now 'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about Every time I let you down Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out 'Cause I can't take the skin I'm in Feels like I'm dying while I'm tryin' to live And I should be spinnin' you around now But my smile is growin' paper thin