I'm the Mother (רחל אמינו) (feat. Devorah)

You don't understand why I get so emotional It happened again not from me but a child was born My whole life all I wanted was to become a mom It don't matter that he loves me if I feel alone Tears me apart from inside, I just feel like it's all my fault A problem that I can't solve So much shame, so much pain A daily reminder that I'm not fulfilling my purpose here My mission is everclear Bear children to my name Try and I try Desperately I Put faith in the flowers to give me the power to sing lullabies Anytime my baby cries Give me some time God will decide Take away all my disgrace and let me have a son I'm praying for one You don't understand why I get so emotional It happened again not from me but a child was born My whole life all I wanted was to become a mom It don't matter that he loves me if I feel alone Now finally God has heeded my plea through my maid Bilha Oh and she bore two sons I named them Dan and Neftali But I still want my own and God answered my prayers, the eleventh hour My only great desire Joseph and Benjamin Idols amiss Ones that I hid My father searched and he searched but I did not speak up or confess And then Jacob cursed what I did Gave all I had left A birth and a death My second was born but I still wasn't ready to die The price was so high You don't understand why I get so emotional It happened again from my womb that a child was born My whole life all I wanted was to become a mom And now that it happened I guess that my job is done Buried alone Along the road Weeping for you That's what I can do I'm the mother I'm the mother Rachel Imainu Rachel Imainu