Almost Had to Start a Fight / In and Out of Patience

Almost, almost, almost, almost, almost had to start a fight Don't know, don't know, don't know, don't know how to react so I won't What do, what do, what do, what do you do when you are provoked? When does, when does, when does, when does, when does Something start being a joke? Caught up, caught up, caught up, caught up in our morbid modern lives Adapt, adapt, adapt, adapt to the void then if you must And to, and to, and to, and to just prefer the status quo What if, what if, what if, what if I've got Tired of being polite? Why am I searching for reason? I'm in the chaos dimension Reasons eclipsed by tension I want, I want, I want, I want not to feel numb about death Finding, finding, finding, finding peace is not an easy task Breathing, breathing, breathing, breathing to see if there's any left Reading, reading, reading, reading about How many people died and Can someone tell me the reason? I'm in the chaos dimension Trapped in a brutal invention If it stops, I'm If it stops, I'm If it stops, I'm having a bad dream In and out of patience I just can't keep it around Most of mine's been taken Is there a finite amount? Had a little love (But I gave it to you) Now someone's at my door (And he needs some too) Lighting up my phone (Darkening my mood) And all I got left is This shit attitude At least music is playing in my head If it stops, I'm If it stops, I'm If it stops, I'm having an unshakable nightmare In and out of patience Don't have enough to share Sometimes on life itself I'm neither here nor there The MTA (Took the first of it) Twenty-minute delay (Wasn't the worst of it) So hot underground (You could burn to death) Now you're right on time to Take what I got left Funky music playing in my head If it stops, I'm If it stops, I'm And if it stops, I'm counting On you...