The Way It Really Is

I kept talking to myself I had to get the words out of my head So I did You barely said a thing You kind of heard me out and then you said You said You're crazy Why do you keep doing this Everything is fine Then I think I'm crazy I do this all the time Until I start to think that nothing's even wrong Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is Sometimes your intentions are totally impossible to read What does that mean Sometimes even I have no idea what I need I wish I did I'm crazy Why do I keep doing this Everything is fine Then you think I'm crazy I do this all the time Until I start to think that something's really wrong Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is Looking through my window at the big, blue sky The lazy sun is shining, so I run outside To look for you, I look for you and then it starts to rain Is that the way it really is Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is The way it really is The way it really is The way it really is