I Got Shit

My lips are shaking, my nails are bit off Been a month since I heard myself talk All the advantage this life's got on me Picture a cup in the middle of a sea And I fight back in my mind Never lets me be right I got memories, I got shit So much it don't show Oh, I walked the line When you held me in that night I walked the line When you held my hand that night An empty shell seems so easy to crack Got all these questions, don't know who I could even ask So I'll just lie alone and wait for the dream Where I'm not ugly and you're looking at me And I'll stay in bed Oh, blue eyes, I've seen them If just once I could feel loved Oh, stare back at me, yeah But I walked the line When you held me in that night Oh, I walked the line When you held my hand that night Oh, I walked the line When you held me close that night I paid the price Never held you in real life My lips are shaking