The Ambivert Song

My phone is ringing Sweat is running Heart is pounding hard My friend's been asking where I am Yet I am still at home (Yo, where you at?) I'm still thinking should I go or should I ditch the plan I'm shy yet I don't want to be alone There's just too many people I'm not sure if I'll fit in It's a complicated thought from deep within It's because I I like being by myself But I still need you by my side True I get drained easily Still I'll wait for your call eagerly I'm stuck between the two worlds and I don't know Where do I belong Trying to navigate life through this song My brain is fuzzing Regrets are piling Mood is going down I look through all the stories and thought That I should've come (Man I should've come!) Lonely from the choice I've made I feel like such a clown I just wished this was something that I could overcome I'm not sure how to act when I'm the one out of the clan But I still enjoy a good company, I hope you'll understand It's because I I like being by myself But I still need you by my side True I get drained easily Still I'll wait for your call eagerly I'm stuck between the two worlds and I don't know Where do I belong Trying to navigate life through this song Trying to navigate life through this song Ok, so here's the deal It's not that I don't want to go But I'm scared I'll be awkward you know I'm not trying to be rude But I don't want to ruin the mood I'm still scared of being left out But I'm too shy when it's such a crowd I'm sure it's hard to imagine But this is just who I am