Docket (feat. Bully)

I said, "Don't shake my hand it's wet," he said, "I'll kiss it instead" He said, "I saw the whole show," I'm not scared of the sweat But I'm scared of the touching I have someone at home And I want his body more When he leaves me alone Isn't it wrong, when I'm gone I look around at the options? I put men on the docket Give me a curse, I caught a bug He should be with someone who's more in love Not someone eating for free My worst nightmare is me I always end up back here, stuck somehow Obvious I'm powerless when you're around And I don't know why I see her in the sun Staring straight to the sky Burning me just for fun Isn't it wrong when I'm gone I look around at the options? I put men on the docket Give me a curse, I caught a bug He should be with someone who's more in love Not someone eating for free My worst nightmare is me Feeling like it's twisted, feeling like he's been fishing I should probably cut him loose instead of kissing I don't wanna want what I haven't got but it kills The lull when I'm not full, when I'm not full I fill the space with barbasol And I'm here and I'm fading You're wrong for waiting And it's cruel to let you love me (oh-ah) I don't want what I need Isn't it wrong when I'm gone I look around at the options? I put men on the docket Give me a curse, I caught a bug He should be with someone who's more in love Not someone eating for free My worst nightmare is me