Lost Again

Lost it, I'm caught in a rage Like an animal locked in a cage Now I look into the barrel of a gauge Boom! Made me into the fool Experimented on me like an animal Turned me into a common criminal (criminal) I lost it, but I gotta get with it Motherfucker, now you're gonna get it I ain't one that'll sit and forget it I got into a war I can never win Where the nightmare never ever ends And I don't know what I'm saying Got into a war with reality That motherfucker, it was waiting for me And I lost again I lost again Took my dreams, ya left them there shattered Took my hopes, ya dug them and they splattered Took my mind like it didn't even matter Ho! Entered a world that I didn't belong Thought I could take it, but I stayed too long Thought I could handle it Boy, was I wrong Fighting a war I can never win Where the nightmare never ever ends And I'm not into playing Got into a war with reality That motherfucker, it was waiting for me And I lost again Lost it, lost again Lost it, lost again Lost it, lost again I lost it, oh I went to war with reality That motherfucker, he was waiting for me I never thought this could happen to me Damn Down so low, but I can't get no higher When I was burning up you put wood in the fire You ain't nothing but a goddamn liar Liar Took all my strength now I tremble and drop You got to be down to go over the top Oh, God can't you make this laughter stop? Died in a war I could never win Where the nightmare never ever ends And I lost it again Got into a war with reality That motherfucker, it was waiting for me And I lost again Liar, killer Lost again I lost it Murder, killer Hell, I lost again No! No! Cleanse me from your evil You broke your promises What did I do to deserve this? No one to save me from it Oh, Lord, please have mercy And now I've come to see it Something's gone wrong with me I guess I get, I got, I get, I got lost in reality What's that gone wrong with me? I guess I get, I got, I get, I got lost in reality Hell, I lost again Sure ain't easy Hell, I lost again