Emotion No. 13

I wish so hard that I could be just like the one you want me to But it doesn't seem to work though I'm trying I try so hard to do what's right to be so good to make you proud But it never seems to satisfy you It's just the person that you want is not the person that I am The conflict inside's horrifying I want so much for you to think of me as a person that deserves your respect and attention I wonder if I'll ever do the tings you want the way you want When I don't even know what I want yet It's not that I'm rebelling against the person you are It's just that I don't know who I am All I know is it hurts, oh how it hurts Oh God, do you know how I'm hurting? There's an emotion in me, there's an emotion in me Emotion No. 13 Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not lying Emotion No. 13 easy crying Don't ask me how I know, but I'm dying Emotion No. 13, blows my mind away Emotion No. 13, it blows me away Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not... Emotion No. 13, say's I'm... Don't ask me how I know but I think I'm... Don't ask me how I know but I think I'm dying, dying, dying, dying All I know is it hurts, oh how it hurts Oh God do yo know how I'm hurting? There's an emotion in me, there's an emotion in me Emotion No. 13 Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not lying Emotion No. 13, feels like I'm dying