Flow

I been drowning in this bottle

Just tryna solve my problems

I know when I reach the bottom

I'll act like I ain't even got 'em

'Cause everybody sell me lies

And Lord knows I just bought 'em

Still on the search for peace of mind

Just finding what I borrow

They changing with the seasons

And they ain't got a reason

I been battling all of these demons

Pray to the god that I'm tryna believe in

They never end up leaving

I'm just asking, "What's the meaning?

Of the struggle I'm in?" again and again

Wondering what is keeping me breathing

I just flow

Head up to the sky 'cause I got hope

I'm just tryna survive, I'm tryna cope

Don't ask me who am I, 'cause I don't know

Really I'm just tryna flow

Head up to the sky 'cause I got hope

I'm just tryna survive, I'm tryna cope

Don't ask me who am I, 'cause I don't know

And they try to help with my issues

But they don't know what I've been through

And I don't know if they really care

But I appreciate that they pretend to

I can never keep nobody close

'Cause my trust is already broke

And I keep on searching for answers

But I think the search is what hurts me the most

It is what it is, it's not what it was

Since I was a kid, I struggled with love

I give and I give, it's never enough

I'm rolling a spliff and lighting it up

So, uh, just leave me alone

Don't hit up my phone, I ain't picking up

I'm just pleading the fifth and I'm drinking a fifth

And I'm smoking the rest of this blunt

Just tryna flow

Head up to the sky 'cause I got hope

I'm just tryna survive, I'm tryna cope

Don't ask me who am I, 'cause I don't know

Really I'm just tryna flow

Head up to the sky 'cause I got hope

I'm just tryna survive, I'm tryna cope

Don't ask me who am I, 'cause I don't know