Applauding God

Ooh, ooh I'm not sorry anymore I wish I could be sorry It's like I wrote a book entirely in a foreign language But now I try to look and I cannot recall the pages Story's somewhere buried I lost my glasses prescription But someday I'll be blind And leave this song behind I throw the acid in my eyes Like I wanted to I fall from fourty thousand high Like I wanted to Please don't get smart, I'll snuff you out Like you want me to But we're just apes and this is all so pointless It's like I'm crying about crying It's like I'm dreaming about dreaming Maybe time's a movie where the actors forgot the plot And we all decay a tempo Like an audience applauding god That's so bullshit anyway I just don't want to be useless But now I'm good as blind I left it all behind I throw the acid in my eyes Like I wanted to I fall from fourty thousand high Like I wanted to Please don't get smart, I'll snuff you out Like you want me to But we're just apes and this is all so pointless I know it's just a projection On a silver screen, but You can't hear the happy birds without tasting their sarcasm anymore And I'm certain of that Let's go And plant seeds in other places There won't be cards or cons or races Just a magazine of poetry that's blank on ev'ry page So don't Lift a finger I've got this one figured out Like a math problem or something like that