Not OK

(They say I'm not okay) (I'm not okay, okay, I've got it) Is it getting harder to breathe When I'm mixing drinks with my anxiety? (I'm oblivious) People just talk over me Caught up in a lifestyle, everybody's (so serious) Keep doing the same I like getting high, yeah, and going down in flames, oh Don't gimme no cape 'Cause I don't wanna fly, I don't wanna fly Sorry, can you please repeat the question? I'm broke, and I never pay attention Sometimes, I wanna run But no matter where I run, I just run into everyone, and They say I'm not okay, I'm not okay Okay, I've got it Same story, different day But every day, I say I'm sorry Is it ever gonna go my way, 'ay? Ever gonna go my way, ah They say I'm not okay But it's okay, that's how I want it Monsters following me Hiding in the walls of my mind, I can't sleep (wanna be alone) I'm my own worst enemy Keep 'em all close 'cause I need the company (yeah, even though) I keep saying I'ma change Then I get high, and I do it all again, oh And we're the only ones to blame Yeah, me, myself and I Yeah, me, myself and I They say I'm not okay, I'm not okay Okay, I've got it Same story, different day But every day, I say I'm sorry Is it ever gonna go my way, 'ay? Ever gonna go my way, ah They say I'm not okay But it's okay, that's how I want it Sorry, can you please repeat the question? I'm broke, and I never pay attention Sometimes, I wanna run But no matter where I run, I just run into everyone, and They say I'm not okay I'm not okay, okay, I've got it Same story, different day But every day, I say I'm sorry They say I'm not okay, I'm not okay Okay, I've got it Same story, different day But every day, I say I'm sorry Is it ever gonna go my way, 'ay? Ever gonna go my way, ah They say I'm not okay But it's okay, that's how I want it I'm not okay They say I'm not okay But it's okay (that's how I want it)