Beautiful Princess Disorder

(So much I wanna tell you, but you need to go away) (I love you with my whole heart, but it aches, it fucking aches) (Step back and give me space, or God knows what the fuck I'll say) (This shit gets old so fast, but I go through it every da-, a-, a-, a-) So much I wanna tell you, but you need to go away I love you with my whole heart, but it aches, it fucking aches Step back and give me space, or God knows what the fuck I'll say This shit gets old so fast, but I go through it every day Why does it hurt to love you? I don't know Wh-, why does it hurt to love you? I-, I-, I-, I don't know Why does it hurt to love you? I don't know Wh-, why does it hurt to love you? I-, I-, I-, I don't know Why does it hurt to love you? Go away Wh-, why does it hurt to love you? Go-, go-, go away Why does it hurt to love you? Go away Wh-, why does it hurt to love you? I mean it, go away Keep falling into circles, I'll cut off my fucking head I can't remember anything of what I must've said If pain is beauty, what the fuck does this shit mean instead? I feel two thousand feelings, and a thousand arе regret If this shit is so wrong, then why thе fuck can I not stop? Why am I wired to keep making everything my fault? I try to be a good girl, but that isn't in the cards I'll self destruct, blow up our life, leave everything in shards (Keep falling into circles, I'll cut off my fucking head) (I can't remember anything of what I must've said) (If pain is beauty, what the fuck does this shit mean instead?) (I feel two thousand feelings, and a thousand arе regret) I'm living in delusions and that's not a way to live Keep asking me for more, when I have nothing left to give If I keep going now, then I'm just bound to fall apart Just useless dreams and tears, and forever broken hearts The pressure gets to me too much, I always fucking care If you were in my shoes, then you'd pull out your fucking hair Whenever I see you, I have so much I wanna share But I'll sit here all bottled up, completely unaware (So much I wanna tell you, but you need to go away) (I love you with my whole heart, but it aches, it fucking aches) (Step back and give me space, or God knows what the fuck I'll say) (This shit gets old so fast, but I go through it every da-, a-, a-, a-) So much I wanna tell you, but you need to go away I love you with my whole heart, but it aches, it fucking aches Step back and give me space, or God knows what the fuck I'll say This shit gets old so fast, but I go through it every day